I always doubt how strong my faith is. A couple days ago it came to a test (or perhaps just quiz).
My daughter was sick for a week. For last several nights, I need to wake up constantly to hold her to ease her nose congestion. Holding a 20 pounds for such a long make my muscle very tired.
Two nights ago, while I were sleeping. Suddenly my whole body was tensed. I couldn't move my arm or legs. My eyes were closed, but I felt an Evil face right on top of me. And heard it said something like ... " I got you this time".
My first impression. This was "Press by Ghost". I never experienced this before. I remember quite clearly the following was it my mind at that time.
1. Man, finally I get this experience
2. I were not worrying too much because never heard people get killed in this situation, but it was uncomfortable feeling.
3. Due to my curiosity, I wanted to open my eyes to see what does "it" really looked like. But I were quite afraid so decided not too.
4. My baby was sleeping next to me (wife slept in different room to gain better rest). I kind of worried what it would do to my baby.
I tried hard to move but I can't. I felt I sweat from head to toes. First I pray God and Jesus to help me. Then I yelled to it, "In my Lord Jesus' name, I command you to get away of me". Actually I was in very high confidence at that time. I was pretty sure "it" will be scared of Jesus name. But it still didn't go away, so I prayed for Jesus mercy again... After a few tries of praying and yelling, it was gone and and I could move again. And then I opened my eye ....
My baby was fine. The room was normal, nothing changed. I touched my face, no sweat. So it seemed to be just a dream, yet so real.
It was a dream most likely. But I were quite glad that I had such confidence in God even if my dream. I think this was a scary yet nice experience.
Wednesday, November 30, 2005
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